Arrrgh

.... starting to have a little heart problems again .... guess I should start moving or whatever ... haven't had problems for quite a long time ... so it really surprises me today! Maybe since the wheather is going to change or..... I just have no idea! But I hate this feeling .... feels a little like getting dizzy and a little like pressure on my chest, heck ... it is hard to describe .... but I sure DO NOT like this feeling!

This morning I wanted to get a early start on everything that needs to be done ... but then I did turn on the computer and was searching for new, interesting blogs .... well BIG dissapointment ... seems all I could find were blogs were women were sewing, kniting, crocheting, or even loving to COOK *lol* ..... and this is NOTHING I am interested in ;-)

Then checking back on facebook to see if there is something new .... all you see is ads ..... how to quit smoking, how to loose weight, get back into sports, etc. etc. .... every beginning of a new year it's the same ;-) No I will not quit smoking ... why - well .... because I do not want to .... if I would want to, I could .... but I like to smoke ;-) Sports .... yeah ... maybe in spring, now it is much to cold outside for me ;-) .... diat .... yes - ever since I started it this new year, I put on 3 more pounds .... guess I should go back eating chocolate instead carrotts, to loose some weight ;-) So NO, dear WW you will not get my money ;-) What else this morning .... I got no motivation to even get dressed .... still sitting here in my dressing gown, feeling a little cold .... should have made a nice fire earlier .... so I shouldn't complain and get my ass moving ;-) At least I just got up, got me the rest of the coffee .... last cup I always have without sugar and milk ... somehow the last cup needs to be this way! It's not hot anymore ... just warm and maybe warm coffee makes one look beautiful too .... at least my hopes will die last ;-) and what does one need, when one drinks coffee ..... a cigarette ;-) I'm going to make me one now and smoke it on my cold patio outside AND THEN I will get dressed and start moving ;-)

So you all have a wonderful day, be more productive then me and just enjoy the sunshine while we have it ;-)